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Friday, January 19, 2007

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CAme here to blog~ got sum feel~ nah.. its gone.. nvm.. No mood anyways~Seen things that made me unhappy~ and sumhow... grr..

Whatever~ im goin to bed. nitez.

penned my thoughts at [11:04 PM]

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Tuesday, January 02, 2007

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Alrights! im back as promised yesterday to tell abt the good thing that.. well, happen..xP
wa.. tok abt it oso a lil ps..xP..

anyway.. as u all have noticed, in my msn nick, there is a counter of days right?.. and if you all guys, who i think are smart enough to know such things....

Yes yes, I got a gal friend ready.. >.<.. if you guys really have to know.. got some people who keep asking about it.. I hope tat this would be the ANS u all wanted so much.. and stop asking me ready~~ =x

okok.. now.. at least have to give explaination bah..

Firstly, her name.. is Xin er..^^
Well! what i can say is that she is juz perfect for me... so i wun elaborate any further abt her looks and all that.. becoz she is mine to look onli! muahahaha!!
Other guys, Hands off!!! xP

Hm.. well, her char... she is very very sweet.. very very cute~ wahaha.. (as in.. to meee~~_
Dunno what to say about her though.. hm... I can say is that i really love to hug her a lots... and i think she enjoys that too.. right? >.<..
She also cares alot for others.. thats what i love her the most about..~~ weee~ xD

hm.. wad else to elaborate.... i dunno.. so ya.. i shall stop here 1st.. maybe wen i got more of the idea.. den i edit again!

penned my thoughts at [7:25 PM]

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Monday, January 01, 2007

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Hi~ This post is going to be a long 1.. as expected i guess. Ha~ its longggggggg and of course, full of emotions..
1st post of the year.
1/1/07. Happy new year to all.

New year resolution : most imptant=> (actually its the most wanted wish tat i hope to get granted ever since everything broke up.) I wish that we all could be together again.

Ya.. i dunno.. so many things happed during this time of not blogging, as wad jia hui had said.. Sad, happy..im juz feeling mixed now.. lyk a bottle filled wif coke, sprite, lemon tea, 100 plus, water, and all the liquids add up together. haha..

Actually i also dunno what to really say about us.. but i have sumthing important to tell her..
" I know you once said that when u are very close to a person, you tend to be very sad when he/she disappoints you.. and i guess, you might think that I have definetly disappointed you allot.. thats y u nvr dared to speak up to me. But, I do want to say that, are you that sure that i have disappointed you? even though yes, i was in fault that time when i nvr spoke with you. or choose not to speak with you.

Yet. I am still here, willing to listen to what you wish to say.. its still whether you want to speak to me or.. As i said.. My ears have a permanent resident card with you.. but i know, maybe now.. you wun get to see this lil post anyways.. since you so ever rarely come up to the internet.. hah..

I still remember the times when we were together, wen i promised ( wif nick actually.. ) to bring you to all around singapore to eat the best foods.. I haven forget about it.. even till now.. I made up a list of places to bring you round.. before your bdae, wishing to be able to bring you to these places during that day of urs. But, its juz not the same now~ aint it? The plan never did come true~

and now, as such, things are still advancing lyk nothing, just going abt with our own lives, not toking or caring abt each other..
Before i carry on.. I would love to ask you this question.. Did you think of others when u made this decision of yours? Coz this decision of urs is full of selfishness. Made everyone unhappy, and you ignoring everything and continue being so called "happy"? Its like, you are juz concerned about u and you ONLY. If people were to be like this. I can tell you dis world would not be a world. Its devoided of selflessness, love..

You can type and talk abt how much you love your friends.. but, is that really true love? to your friends?

If you really love a friend..
-Accept him/her for who he/she is..
-Dun pick on her/him about everything.. Its their character. That is what makes them unique!
-Sometimes, even though a friend may hurt you.. you shouldnt be petty and be angry at small things.. of course, if he/she does sumthing very bad.. then nobody wud stop u from flaring up!
-Share your secrets with each other, tell about ur crushes, loves, anything! ur friend would definetly do the same to you.. Its what makes the relationship special.. It lets them know.. that you trust them..
-Trust! thats the most impt..

well.. There are other priciples of being a good friend.. each and every one of us here will know..
But, I juz wanna let everyone know this special person.. He has been a great pal, a brother. He was in our gang in since secondary sch.. but he is the one which has been the closest to me even after secondary school, we often meet up and all that too.. His name, is Ben Tan Yang Meng! XD

This, few para or sentences are dedicated to him... " I really wanna thank him for being with me for soooo long.. since sec 1 onwards.. I still remember the times i had with him.. When we went out, had lots of fun, trouble (haha!) The tyms we played bball, the times when i was unhappy, he would come along and cheer me up.. and of course, vice versa.. And I also remember the tyms we had our lil "men's talk" when we tok about our crushes and loves.. I really enjoyed thouse times.. Thanks for sharing with me your secrets, as I have shared mine with you.. Remeber that time we even liked the same gal? haha.. Ended up in quite a bad way.... not?.. In the end we even sat in BK and talk about the gal! XD.. ahh.. the irony..

Of course, there were sumtyms that he was really an ass.. AHAHA.. some people were very pissed with his "flower-hearted" (flirty) behaviour.. There were tyms, that i too was very unhappy with his behaviour.. But, I accepted the way he was.. how his charactor is..

Not only him.. i know myself that I was an ass to him at times too.. that i know! ahahaha! made him fustrated at times too.. But, im wanna say thanks, that he put up with all that fustration for me.. realii appreciated that.. He being there during some of my darkest moments in my life.. that i can nvr forget, nor can i ever say thanks too..

To me, he is an irreplacable brother..^^ And im glad to have a true friend like him.. at least.. like that, i can say that i have not lived my life in vain bah.. Having 1 true friend.. It isnt really that bad.... after all....

THANKS BRO! WOOOOTS!

Argh.. long post... maybe ill continue sum other tym.. maybe 2molo... ahahaha.. laziness overcomes me.. but the nxt post is abt sumthing good that happened!! sweet sweet thing! XD
*hint hint* ahahahaha...

Ciao~

People become friends to not become lonely..
The way you are treating your friends.. its no wonder....
Pity..

penned my thoughts at [10:46 PM]

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Introduction

I wanna say.. Thank you u all for coming to my bloggie.. the navigation tools are simple as it says~ Lol.. Read and stay here all ya want ya? xP
This blogskin is dedicated to my dear~ Xin Er.. as u can see the boy in the pic is me and the gal~ of course is her.. However, the pic is rather in the wrong way..lol.. They should switch positions.. For Xin Er is sumthing which tat has fallen from the sky for me only~ xP wahahaha! XD
Peace out..